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bitter-school started

sweet-i get to have interesting blog entries! and IT'S FRIDAY!

 

1-English2-This one guy in my class....he's not even a neanderthol. He's a monkey. After Mrs.Ponder had JUST explained what empathy meant AND it was on the sheet she had just passed out to us, she asked if we all knew what empathy meant. This one kid goes "Uh....I don't. What's it mean?"ARE YOU JOKING?! THIS IS ENGLISH 2,PRE-AP. CAN YOU READ?! CAN YOU HEAR?Hopefully he's not as stupid as he came off to be today. Pretty much the stupid quota for a room is filled in there.

 

2-Chem- I hate that class. We're going to have to pick lab partners and since I know not a soul in there...okay,rephrase..not a soul that I LIKE, I'm going to end up with someone I don't know. I guess that's not so bad though. So we took our safety and elements 1-20 practice quiz and i got a 100 on both. I have another funny story from today's class but I won't talk about it because the person it's about may read this.

 

3-Algebra2- I really like Ms.Wilkes. She has no idea what she's doing with that board....ahahaha. So we checked our homework and I only missed one so that was cool and then POP QUIZ! I think I did well on it though so nooo big deal. There's a junior that sits next to me and he said bless you when I sneezed...so that was nice. Haha.

 

ALPHA- My teacher is crazy. I found out he was this guy in my theatre class's dad. Instead of just saying "have a great day" or "have a great weekend" he says "DONT DO DRUGS! HAVE A GREAT DAY!" or "DONT DO DRUGS! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!" I really hope I get him for AP Gov/Econ.

 

4-Theatre2- That class...I still can't tell if it's gonna be awesome or it's going to suck. Today we took a grand tour of the "facility" for the benefit of ONE PERSON. It was okay though....good waste of time.

 

A LUNNNCHH- Still lots of girls around the hot german guy. hahaha. this one girl got DISSED. big time. it was hilarious. tara was like "you should go sit on his lap." my answer? "i will. give me enough vodka and i will."

 

5-Spanish3- I freaking love my teacher. He tells us all these stories that have nothing to do with Spanish and they're all hilarious.

 

6-Dance- Talked to Anne,Sarah, and Kiersten. And Mrs.Flores for a while. The usual.

 

7-W.History- MRS MCCALL IS A FUCKING PSYCHO. Seriously. She gives us like 8 things to do in a period and thinks we can finish it all. WTF.

 

WOW. YEAH. on guys... hahaah he looks so thoughtful...

This is absolutely crazy.

I know for most women when they gain weight it goes to somewhere they really,really don't want it to go.

Like, their stomach.

Or their thighs.

Well, I have gained 11-12 pounds since the beginning of summer.

Yet I don't look that much heavier.

Why, you may ask?

Because it goes to my boobs.

No joke.

I'm like, a double D right now.

That's kind of scary...

but I still find it unbearably hilarious.

I really need to go work out...ASAP.....

I'll give you the answers. Oh, and did you notice that when you italicize something, it makes it look so much more emo?

 

The Fantasy-30 Seconds to Mars

Understatement-New Found Glory

The Phrase That Pays-The Academy Is...

So Contagious-Acceptance

Basic Tiny Fragments-Action Action

Love Like Winter-AFI

Hand In My Pocket-Alanis Morissette

Stab My Back-The All American Rejects

The Runaways-Anberlin

I Bet That You Look Good On The Dance Floor-Arctic Monkeys

The Truth About Heaven-Armor for Sleep

Trashed and Scattered-Avenged Sevenfold

Fight For Your Right-Beastie Boys

Rebel Yell-Billy Idol

Get Up, Stand Up-Bob Marley

Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis-Brand New

Lover I Don't Have To Love-Bright Eyes

Ms.New Booty-Bubba Sparxxx

Burn This City-Cartel

Ridin'-Chamillionaire

Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek-Chiodos

Piano-Coretta Scott

The Fourth Drink Instinct-Cute Is What We Aim For

Sam's Song-Dave Melillo

Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It-Dem Franchize Boyz

It's Not A Side Effect of the Cocaine,I Am Thinking It Must Be Love-Fall Out Boy

Replace Me-Family Force 5

London Bridge-Fergie

Kiss Me, I'm Contagious-From First to Last

Motivation Proclamation- Good Charlotte

Cupid's Chokehold/Faces in the Hall-Gym Class Heroes

Better Than Sex-Halifax

I Am Hollywood- He Is Legend

Laughing At You- Head Automatica

All of Your Love-Hellogoodbye

Amtrack Is For Lovers-Houston Calls

Wine Red- The Hush Sound

Megalomaniac-Incubus

La La Lie-Jack's Mannequin

Tell Me Everything-Just Surrender

Our Brown Friends-Lola Ray

Between the Sheets- Monty Are I

Let's Get Fucked Up And Die-Motion City Soundtrack

Well Adjusted-MxPx

To The End- My Chemical Romance

Sliver-Nirvana

A Million Ways-OK Go

Camisado-Panic!At the Disco

The War's End-Rancid

Suck My Kiss-Red Hot Chili Peppers

Face Down-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Take Me Home Please- Reggie and the Full Effect

Hustlin-Rick Ross

Seven Years-Saosin

At Your Funeral-Saves the Day

Always-Self Against City

Buried a Lie-Senses Fail

My Heroine-Silverstein

Meet You There-Simple Plan

The Astronaut-Something Corporate

Autography-The Starting Line

Over-Sugarcult

Cute Without the "E"-Taking Back Sunday

Writing on the Walls-Underoath

I'm a Fake-The Used

It's Goin Down-Yung Joc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i'm going to put lyrics from bands on my itunes on here. I did this all by ear, so if it isn't exactly right...sorry.

 

 

Oh and if you want to, you can guess what song its from.

 

maybe tonight we could forget about it all, it could be just like heaven...i am a machine, no longer living, just a shell of what i dreamed.

-30 Seconds to Mars

 

But you're getting worse, I swear it...it's hard to prove you're an understatement. You're getting worse, but I know that you'll be calling me again.

-New Found Glory

 

Oh doctor, doctor: I must have gotten this sick somehow. I'm going to ask you a series of questions and I want them answered on the spot right now.

-The Academy Is...

 

Could this be out of line, could this be out of line? To say you're the only one breaking me down like this.

-Acceptance

 

We're simple, simple creatures...I remember my most zen moment, it was when you found me dead. Next to you I laid.

-Action Action

 

Here, it's December every day. Press your lips to the sculptures and surely you'll stay.

-AFI

 

And what it all comes down to, is that everything is gonna be fine,fine,fine.

-Alanis Morissette

 

Now we're broken on the floor, she just wants me to shiver. It hasn't been this way before.

-The All American Rejects

 

Time will tell or tear us apart.

-Anberlin

 

Stop making the eyes at me, I stopped making the eyes at you.

-Arctic Monkeys

 

Walked past my grave in the dark tonight, saw the stone and the note you left for me. To answer your question, I just had to leave...I just had to leave.

-Armor for Sleep

 

Keep on writing, you're just raping yourself. Nothing can take my mind away from this.

-Avenged Sevenfold

 

Man, living at home is such a drag...your mom threw away your best porno mag.

-Beastie Boys

 

Bring hell from above,because: In the midnight hour, she cried more,more,more.

-Billy Idol

 

Get up, stand up, stand up for your rights. Get up, stand up, don't give up the fight.

-Bob Marley [dead giveaway. haha]

 

I'll fake the way I hold you...and you will fall for every empty word I say.

-Brand New

 

I said I liked your shoes, you said "thanks, can i follow you?"

-Bright Eyes

 

You ain't gotta sell sex girl, it sell itself.

-Bubba Sparxxx [hahahahaaha]

 

Our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. They said we'd burn so bright...

-Cartel

 

They see me rollin, they hatin', patrollin'...

-Chamillionaire

 

Let's just stop, drop everything. Forget each other's names, and just walk away.

-Chiodos

 

I am black keys, scattered and afraid. Seems like the notes could never agree...Perfectly ivory, play me something happy.

-Coretta Scott [R.I.P]

 

She doesn't deserve to be in no place like this all alone. She's underage and so very,very brave...her fake I.D. lands her credibility.

-Cute Is What We Aim For

 

Its been a month since I've been gone, and its been a month too long since you've graced me with your presence.

-Dave Melillo 

 

I bounce in the club so the hos call me rocket.

-Dem Franchize Boyz [gotta love it]

 

Why can you read me like no one else? I hide behind these words, but I'm coming out.

-Fall Out Boy

 

My batteries died some time ago...I got a heart-shaped box where they must go.

-Family Force 5

 

OH SHIT! When I come to the club, step aside.

-Fergie

 

I break hearts like the west was won, they call me the rattlesnake.

-From First to Last

 

Motivate me,  I wanna get myself out of this bed. Captivate me, I want good thoughts inside of my head.

-Good Charlotte

 

I know I'm young, but if I had to choose her or the sun, I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun.

-Gym Class Heroes

 

So why do we breathe sex like lovers but live like enemies?

-Halifax

 

Heather's gone, she left a note. "He Is Legend" was all she wrote.

-He Is Legend

 

I'm feeling sorry for your band...like, really sorry for your band.

-Head Automatica

 

You can't be close enough unless I'm feeling your heart beat.

-Hellogoodbye

 

No joke, she says I'll leave you, I'd never think to treat you like this.

-Houston Calls

 

Who shot that arrow in your throat? Who missed the crimson apple? It hung heavy on the tree above your head.

-The Hush Sound

 

Wash your hands clean of yourself,baby, and step down.

-Incubus

 

Guess what? I'm done writing you songs. You gave up your job at the bank, proving money's not fun when you're gone.

-Jack's Mannequin

 

Just one more hour, and I'll know the truth that separates the right from all the wrong.

-Just Surrender

 

Oh my God, it's a tiny little native, tiny little native, thank God we found him.

-Lola Ray

 

I don't wanna be your lover, I just wanna be myself.

-Monty Are I

 

Yeah, so I'm already dead. On the inside, but I can still pretend,with my memories and photographs, I have learned to love the lie.

-Motion City Soundtrack

 

Am I the one that's going crazy? I'm so tired of masquerading.

-MxPx

 

This elevator only goes up to ten. He's not around, he's always looking at men down by the pool.

-My Chemical Romance

 

Mom and dad went to a show, they dropped me off at Grandpa Joe's. I kicked and screamed, said please,no.

-Nirvana

 

Oh such grace, oh such beauty. And lipstick and callus and fishnets and malice.

-OK Go

 

The IV and your hospital bed, this was no accident, this was a theraputic chain of events.

-Panic! At the Disco

 

Little Sammy was a punk rocker, you know his mother tried to take him to war. Whoa, Sammy, now the war is over.

-Rancid

 

I am what I am, most motherfuckers don't give a damn.

-Red Hot Chili Peppers

 

Cover up with makeup in the mirror, tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.

-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

 

Don't tell me what you're doing to me. I don't wanna look sleazy, but you make it look so easy.

-Reggie and the Full Effect

 

Who the fuck you think you fuckin with? I'm the fuckin boss. 745, white-on-white, that's fuckin' Ross.

-Rick Ross

 

And I know that without you, it's something that I could never do.

-Saosin

 

This song will become the anthem of your underground. You're two floors down getting high in the back room. If I flooded out your house, do you think you'd make it out? Or would you burn up before the water filled your lungs?

-Saves the Day

 

Still you say, you said, that nothing's changed for you. So tell me, tell me what you're trying to prove.

-Self Against City

 

Rest in peace, girl. Your death is such a shame.

-Senses Fail

 

The drugs begin to fade...a smile of joy arrives in me. But sedation changes to panic and nausea, and breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer...

-Silverstein

 

Now you're gone, I wonder why you left me here...I think about it on and on and on and on and on again.

-Simple Plan

 

I've been sleeping with ghosts, I've been watching stars crawling out of the sky. And I've been open and closed to the spaceman movies I call my life.

-Something Corporate

 

The kids are yelling "play that song that I heard that once, i don't know what it's called or how it goes, but it's all the same to me".

-The Starting Line

 

Everybody's watching you, breathing in your every move. Look around when the world is empty, look around if you're guilty.

-Sugarcult

 

Your lipstick, his collar, don't bother angel. I know exactly what goes on.

-Taking Back Sunday

 

Maybe we, why don't we sit right here for half an hour? I will speak of what a waste I am...

-Underoath

 

I want the pain of payment.

-The Used

 

Meet me in the cluuub, its goin downnn. Meet me in the malllll, its goin downnn.

-Yung Joc. Hahahahahaha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Regan.

A Rainbow of Questions in the Sky of Your Life!
*Red*
Closest red thing to you?:	a carnation that i took from pappasitos last night
Last thing to make you angry?:	roxy talking shit last night hahahah
Do you have a temper?:	nope.
Last warning you were given?:	that if i stood in the pit i was gonna get kicked.
Ever been in love?:	no.
Are you a fan of romance?:	how can you be a fan of romance?! like, am i romantic?sure.
*Orange*
Closest orange thing to you?:	a pencil
Do you like to burn things?:	occasionally
Dress up for halloween?:	yep.
Are you usually a warm-hearted person?:	yeeesss.
Do you have anything against ginger hair?:	no....
Are you usually full of energy?:	yep.
*Yellow*
Closest yellow thing to you?:	post it notes.
The happiest time of your life?:	oh i can't decide, i have lots of happy times
Favorite holiday?:	Christmas
What makes you smile?:	my friends,family,dog,clothes,music,etc.
Are you a coward?:	sometimes
Do you burn or tan?:	tan
*Green*
Closest green thing to you?:	my shirt.
Do you care about the environment?:	to some extent
Are you jealous of anyone right now?:	sort of.
Are you a lucky person?:	not really.
Do you always want what you can't have?:	nope.
Do you like being outdoors?:	hell no. especially not in houston. in NYC or SF,maybe.
*Blue*
Closest blue thing to you?:	my jeans.
Are you good at calming people down?:	yeah. that may just be my special talent
Do you like the sea?:	yes
Last thing to make you cry?:	i don't know
Are you a logical thinker?:	sometimes
Can you sleep easily?:	nope.
*Purple*
Closest Purple thing to you?:	a headband
Like being treated to expensive things?:	love it.
Do you like mysterious things?:	sure.
Favorite type of chocolate?:	white.
Ever met anyone in royalty?:	i don't think so.
Are you creative?:	yeah sometimes
*Pink*
Closest pink thing to you?:	my nails.
Are you gay/bisexual?:	ew,no.
Do you like sweet foods?:	who doesn't?
Like play-fighting?:	no...
Are you sensitive?:	yesssss
Do you like punk music?:	yep
*White* (in the clouds...)
Closest white thing to you?:	my pearls
Would you say you're innocent?:	not at all
Always try to keep the peace?:	yes
How do you imagine your wedding, if you want one?:	big. and fun.
Do you like to play in the snow?:	i do. but it doesnt snow here.
Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists?:	no...
*Black* (at night)
Closest black thing to you?:	the keyboard
Ever enjoy hurting people?:	only if they hurt me first.
Are you sophisticated or silly?:	sophisticated.
Afraid of death?:	yeah.
Would you like to go to space?:	not really..i'm fine where i am,thanks.
Do you have a lot of secrets?:	not a lot. but i do have some.
*And as the day draws to a close...*
What is your favorite color?:	pink
Does the color you wear affect your mood?:	nope.
What color are your bedroom walls?:	hot pink.
You prefer contrasting or harmonizing colors?:	contrasting.
Do you like to paint?:	not really.
What color would you think best symbolizes your personality?:	pink or red.

The Full Story

You in General
Your name?: Stephanie
Minor (below 21) or Adult (at least 21)?: minor.
Male or Female?: female.
Hair color?: brown.
Eye color?: green.
Skin color?: tan.
Birthday?: February 16
Location?: my computer room.

Politics
Your Political Party?: I don't really have one.
Left Wing or Right Wing?: In between.
Senate or House of Reps?: Uh..? Am I supposed to have a favorite?
Favorite President?:  Am I supposed to have one of those too?!
Favorite Vice President?: Oh my gosh, I must be behind in having favorites.
Favorite non-Presdential Polition?: I DONT KNOW.
Should Religion and Polotics be combined?: It's in the Constitution that it can't be...
Should foreigners be allowed to run?: As long as they've lived in the US for at least like, 30 years I think it should be okay.
Declaration of Independence or Constitution?: Hahahahaha.
Close the borders?: YESSS.I CANT HANDLE ANY MORE OF MEXICO IN TEXAS.
Who would you like to be President (it can be anyone)?: My dad. Hahah. That would be interesting.
Who would you like to be Vice President (it can be anyone)?: Hahah it would probably be my uncle Buddy. Or my uncle Jean.
Legalize marijuana?: Sure, why not. It would probably decrease the amount of people that smoke it.
Lower generic drug prices?: Sure.
Lower prescription drug prices?: Sure.
Are we really all equal to each other?: Yes.
Bring back the troops?: Its about time, I think. They're not really doing anything. If not come back to the US, take them to Lebanon or Israel.
Should we have invaded Iraq?: Yeah.

Holidays
The Perfect Halloween Costume?: I have no idea. But to whoever's reading this, I'm probably going to a concert on Halloween this year and I want to go in a costume, but I don't know what costume to wear. If you have any ideas please tell me.
Among the costumes you've worn, which is your favorite?: Jasmine.Easy.
Does Thanksgiving matter anymore?: Yeah. It's nice to be with my family.
Christmas, Chanukah or neither?: Christmas.
Ever stay awake on New Year's?: Oh yeah.
Any point to St. Patty's Day in America?: Drinking beer.hahaha.
What do you think of Valentine's Day?: It's sad unless you have a Valentine. Such a Hallmark holiday though.

Love
Are you Homosexual, Bisexual or Straight?: straight.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no.
Ever consider getting married?: Yeeep.
How about children?: One or two.
Ever break up?: Yeah.
How long have you gone without a boyfriend/girlfriend?: 7 months

Ever consider staying single?: for the rest of my life?no.
What would be the perfect date?: Well if I end up living/going to college in California, walking on the beach.
Music
Favorite music genre?: Emo, screamo,Rock,you know.Things like that.
Favorite artist?: I can't piiiicckkk
Favorite band?: I can't pick.
All time favorite musician/band?: Probably The Used or FFTL

Favorite album?: Heroine. I listened to nothing but that for 4 months and never got bored.
CDs, Tapes or Records?: cds.
Least favorite artist?: i don't really have one.
Least favorite band?: ^
All time least favorite musician/band?: eh.
Least favorite album?: dont really have one.
Least favorite music genre?: country
Ever see a concert?: manyy
If so, what was your first?: backstreet boys
Beatles or Rolling Stones?: Beatles!
Britney or Christina?: Britney

Jimi Hendrix or Eric Clapton?: jimi hendrix
Ray Charles or Stevie Wonder?: ray charles.
Bing Crosby or Frank Sinatra?: sinatra.
Have you ever heard of They Might Be Giants?: Yeah.It pays to have weird friends like Jordan.
Have you ever heard a complete Rock Opera (Tommy, American Idiot, so on)?: well if american idiot by green day is a rock opera then yeah.
What is favorite instument?: guitar.
Can you sing?: Everyone can sing. I just can't do it well.

Religion
What religion are you?:  Christian
Does science contradict religion?: Parts of science were created for the sole purpose of contradicting religion...thats what i think.
Is science more important than religion?: No.
What gender to you think God is?: A man. That's what the Bible says.
What do you think of God in general?: He is good. The rest is pretty much a mystery.
Have you ever had Bar/Bat Mitzvah or Communion?: Communion,yes.
What do you think of abortion?: I'm pro-choice.
How about Stem Cell Research?: I..don't know.
Do you beleive in the Bible?: Yep.

Movies
What is your favorite movie genre?: Comedy or drama.
What is your favorite movie?: The Breakfast Club, Donnie Darko, Alice in Wonderland, etc.
What is your least favorite movie?: The Anarchist's Cookbook. Haha. The people in the movie SUCKED at being Anarchists.
About how many movies do you see a year?: Lots.
Who is your favorite actor?: Jake Gyllenhaal
Who is your favorite director?: Don't have one.
Who is your favorite movie character?: Claire in The Breakfast Club or Tweedle-Dee and Tweedle-Dum in Alice in Wonderland.
Is the sequel never as good as the original?: Sometimes.

Staged Arts
Have you ever seen a stand-up routine?: No.
Have you ever heard a stand-up routine?: On TV
How many plays have you seen?: Quite a few.
What was the last play you saw?: Beauty and the Beast at Disneyworld.
What is your favorite play?: How to Succeed, I guess.
Have you ever seen a play on Broadway?: Yep.
Have you ever been in a play?: Yess.
Have you ever done a stand-up routine?: No.
Who is your favorite comedian?: I don't have one.

Sports
What is your favorite Baseball team?: yankees.
What is your favorite Basketball team?: i dont really have one. i dont like basketball.
What is your favorite Football team?: raiderrsss.
What is your favorite Hockey team?: dont watch hockey.
Have you ever been on a Little Leauge (or similar) team?: uh well i played softball.
Have you ever gone to a game?: yep.
Should there be less sports?: no.
Are the NY Yankees unethical and unfair?: no..they just kick everyones ass all the time. they cant help it that theyre good.
Does Boston's winning sign the end of the world?: hahaha,no.
TV
What is your favorite TV show?: grey's anatomy
Should TV shows be made into movies?: nooo.
Do you watch re-runs?: yep
Favorite reality show?: the hills.
Favorite channel?: fuse
MTV, MTV2, VH1, Fuse or VH1 Classic?: fuse :]
ABC, NBC, CBS or FOX?: ABC

Radio
Favorite Station?: 94.5 or 104

Favorite Personality?: rod ryan hahaha hes so funny in real life.
Favorite Show?: rod ryan show.


The Home Stretch
Coins or Dollars?: dollars.
Favorite Food?: sushi
PC or Mac?: PC. i think thats what i have.
What speed internet connection?: fast.
Personal skill that makes you stand out?: i can be really hot? i dont know.
What did you think of the survey?: it was sweeeetttt.idk....

 

How Emo Are You?
Place a X if you do the following.

Sad Stuff
[ ] I cry, A LOT.
[ ] I cry myself to sleep sometimes
[ ] I get beat
[ ] I'm physically abused
[ ] I'm verbally abused
[ ] I'm mentally abused
[ ] I don't believe in myself
[ ] I cry on the inside
[ ] I miss someone terribly
[ ] This person is an ex
[ ] This person died
[ ] I only have ONE person who means a lot to me
Total: Four

Literate
[ ] I stare at my feet when I talk
[ ] I usually have my arms crossed
[ ] I write poetry
[ ] I write SAD poetry
[ ] I write suicidal stories/poetry
[ ] I think about death often
[ ] I'm pretty smart
[ ] I have a pretty high vocabulary
[ ] I have no clue what 'fo shizzle' really means
[ ] I love going to plays
[ ] I enjoy the feeling of being on stage
[ ] I love photography
Total: Six

Style
[ ] I wear black rimmed glasses
[ ] I dye my hair black or dark red
[ ] I have a really short haircut
[ ] I love ties!
[ ] I love stripes, especially striped shirts
[ ] I play dress-up, even if I'm going out
[ ] I wear black, blue, or red eyeliner
[ ] I wear pure black mascara
[ ] I just adore bright colours
[ ] I'm quite fancy in taste of design
[ ] I wear converses or vans
[ ] I love patterened silks or anything royal
Total: six

Music
[ ] Screamy emo music is awesome
[ ] Rock's pretty good
[ ] I love classical
[ ] Rap just aint my thing
[ ] Panic! At the Disco is the best band ever
[ ] Electric guitar = love
[ ] I could be a raver
[ ] I worship kickbutt bands
[ ] Music is my life
[ ] I'd rather listen to music at home than go out with a friend
[ ] I'm scared to sing in front of people
[ ] I'm actually a pretty good singer when I'm alone
Total:Seven

Just Life
[ ] I daydream like crazy
[ ] My family is poor
[ ] I can never afford anything
[ ] A lot of my friends are gay/bisexual
[ ] I'm an outcast
[ ] I'm a loner
[ ] I have no or only one person I trust with everything
[ ] I sleep with a stuffed animal
[ ] I get scared of things
[ ] I like babies and animals
[ ] People call me a loser or a geek
[ ] I don't belong here
Total: Four

Serious
[ ] I used to cut myself
[ ] I still do cut myself
[ ] A friend has died from suicide
[ ] I like pain
[ ] I get myself overly worried
[ ] I have had thoughts about suicide before
[ ] I have horrible nightmares
[ ] I write poetry/stories/lyrics about dieing
[ ] I used to have an eating disorder
[ ] I still do have an eating disorder
[ ] I do things just so I fit in
[ ] I have purposely taken a wrong dosage of medication
Total: Six

I say/have said things like
[ ] I want to die
[ ] I can't wait to get off this earth
[ ] but......I loved you
[ ] Hey wait, I don't say much at all!
[ ] I hate myself
[ ] But I can't do it
[ ] I give you my heart
[ ] Please don't
[ ] I don't care if I die
[ ] Nothing ever goes right
[ ] No, I'm not emo
[ ] Yeah, sure... everything's fine
Total: Nine

Now, add your totals up..
65-84: Cheer up, emo kid x3
46-64: You're pretty emo, perhaps you should cheer up before it gets too bad
27-45: You're more on the average side but still a tad emotional..
8-26: You're perfectly normal, though, you might need a little more style
Below 8: Good good, I guess you have absolutely no style at all! Go you! At least you believe in yourself, and that's the key to sucess!

total = 42

okay so here goes like five thousand surveys

LAYER ONE:
Spell your name with bands/artists

S:elf Against City

T:hursday

E:aston

P:anic! At the Disco

H:alifax

A:rmor for Sleep

N:irvana

I:ncubus

E:mery

 

LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Stephanie
-- Birth date: February 16,1991
-- Nickname: Steph and Tefa/Tefanie are the most common.
-- Current Location: my computer room
-- Eye Color: green
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: i wore my sugar wedges annd my volcom flip flops
-- Your weaknesses: music and anything that has to do with clothes or jewelry.
-- Your fears: dying
-- Your perfect pizza: just cheese, thanks.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: lose weight. mucho.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: my eyes.
-- Your bedtime: during the school year, when i'm done studying. during the summer, when i'm tired.
-- Most missed memory: i have lots.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Mickey D's

-- Adidas or Nike: neither,thanks :]
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ew. no me gusta iced tea.
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee.

LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: nope.
-- Curse: yes.
-- Sing: all the time, but i'm not very good.
-- Take a shower everyday: yep.
-- Have a crush(es): i don't know.
-- Do you think you've been in love?: no
-- Want to go to college: absolutely
-- Like(d) high school: yeah, i like it. minus the drama.
-- Want to get married: most definitely
-- Get motion sickness: never have.
-- Think you're attractive: yeah. somewhat.
-- Think you're a health freak: noo.
-- Get along with your parents: 95% of the time
-- Play an instrument: nope.

LAYER SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yees.
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Gone to the mall: yeah.
-- Kissed someone: if my family counts, yes.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no. ive never done that in my entire life.
-- Eaten Sushi: no :[[[
-- Been on stage: no.
-- Been dumped: no.
-- Gone skating: nope.
-- Made homemade cookies: if making break-and-bake cookies counts, then yeah. hahaha.
-- Gone Skinny dipping: nope
-- Stolen anything: nope

LAYER EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nooo hahaha
-- If so, was it mixed company:
-- Been called a tease: yeah
-- Been beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no

LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: late 20s? def. after college.
-- Numbers of Children: two at the most.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: i'm not quite sure...
-- What country would you most like to visit? France.

LAYER TEN:
In the opposite/same sex.. or attracting..
-- Best eye color? blue or green
-- Best hair color?: brown or black
-- Short hair or long hair?: either's fine. just as long as its not buzzed.
-- Height: taller than me.
-- Best weight: doesn't matter.
-- Best articles of clothing: just as long as he's not a wigger, i'm really okay with everything.

LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: four.
-- Number of CDs that I own: a ton.
-- Number of tattoos: none.

[ from hoorayforsurveys ]

Ten... Things you couldn't live without
o1. air
o2. food
o3. music
o4. my family
o5. my friends
o6. God
o7. clothes
o8. my puppy
o9. my cell phone
1o. money

Nine... Of your favourite things to do
o1. sleep
o2. shop
o3. go to concerts
o4. hang out
o5. take bubble baths
o6. dance
o7. smile
o8. read
o9. be with friends

Eight... People you've seen in the past week
o1. Mom
o2. Dad
o3. Tony
o4. Jordan
o5. Anne
o6. Maddy
o7. Trey
o8. Tyler

Seven... Songs you listened to today
o1. When You're Around
o2. This Is Not A Bruise
o3. Basement Ghost Singing
o4. Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
o5. The Fourth Drink Instinct
o6. The Words "Best Friend" Become Redefined
o7. The Seduction

Six... Names you might pick for a child
o1. Adam
o2. Bonnie
o3. Alice
o4. Kaylan
o5. I cant remember
o6. my others!

Five... Places you were today
o1. My room
o2. The cobbler
o3. Anthropologie
o4. Target
o5. Ninfa's

Four... Of your best friends
o1. Hunter
o2. Regan
o3. Samantha
o4. Jordan

Three... Things you want to do when you grow up
o1. Be successful
o2. Be happily married
o3. Have a job that I really love

Two... People you would trust with your life [ONLY TWO!]
o1. my mom
o2. my dad

One... Person you would die without
o1. my mom
[ from omgnoway_surveys

-->BASiCS<--
Name: Stephanie
Age: 15
Birthday: February 16, 1991
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
School: Memorial High School
Shoe Size: 9.5 or 10
Height: 5'6"
Weight: not applicable,bitch.
Eye Color: green
Glasses?: nope
Hair Color: brown
Is it Dyed?: no.

-->Favorites<--
Color: pink
Number: 9, 16, and 21.
Animal: giraffe.
Shape: star.
Pattern: polka dots.
Food: sushi.
Soft Drink: coke
Energy Drink: red bull
T.V. Show: Grey's Anatomy
Radio Station: 94.5
Movie: The Breakfast Club//Alice in Wonderland
Item Of Cholthing: "Clothing". Right now...probably my black Urban Outfitters tunic with the blue buttons.
Shoes: My new Marc Jacobs flats.
Purse: My black quilted bag that i carry right now..
Peice of Jewelry: Earrings. It bugs the shit out of me when I don't have them on.
Hat: I don't look good in hats.
Hobby: Shopping.
Website: Myspaceeeeeee
Lotion Scent: Cucumber Melon
Candle Scent: Vanilla
Store: Urban Outfitters
Vacation Spot: New York or California

-->MUSiC<--
Genre: rock. [thats pretty general, i know]
Solo Artist: kelly clarksonnnn
Band: i can't pick.
Group: ^^
Instrument: guitar
Rap or R&B: rap
Rap or Hip-Hop: those are basically the same haha
Rock or Rap: rock
Hip-Hip or R&B: hip-hop
Metal or "Emo": emo
Screamo or Soft Rock: screamo
Pop or Rock: rock
Rap or Pop: both
Been to any Concerts?: omfg, duh.
If so, Who?: backstreet boys, good charlotte[3x], simple plan, from first to last, buzzfest, green day, the used, panic!at the disco[2x], jack's mannequin, there's probably more that i'm missing...

-->T.V./MOViES<--
T.V. Show Genre: there's genres for TV?
Movie Genre: comedy
Favorite Actor: jake gyllenhaal
Favorite Actress: molly ringwald
Favorite Child Star: idk...
Drama or Comedy: comedy
Action or Drama: drama
Scary or Comedy: comedy
Home or Theatre: home
Have you ever seen the same movie more then once in the theatre?: yeah
Front or Back of Theatre? back

-->FRiENDS<--
Best: i have a lot
Known Longest: selzman
Known Shortest: idk.
Shyest: lindsey w.
Craziest: probably me, idk. haha.
Outgoing: we're all pretty outgoing. maybe hunter? idk
Caring: all of them
Boring: none of my friends are boring
Best Listener: anne or hunter.
Talkative: all.
Smartest: jordan or regan
Dumbest: none.
Most Creative: jordan
Nicest: all
Meanest: probably me hahaa
Athletic: um.....idk
Computer Nerd: jordan
Music Loving: all of us
Talented: idk

-->YOUR ROOM<--
Do you have your own? yep
Theme?: uh,pink? hahaha
Wall Color: hot pink
Carpet Color: white
# of Closets: two
# of Doors: three
# of Windows: two
Furniture: dresser, chest of drawers, 2 twin beds, bookcase, bedside table
What color: dresser&chest of drawers are white and pink, beds are white, bookcase is white and bedside table is wood with a pink cover
Your own Bathroom?: no i wish.
Own Computer: no.
T.V.?: no.
Radio?: yep
Lamps?: one.
Candles?: idk.
Chairs?: not in my room.
Calenders?: one.
Do you want to re-do your room? its already pretty much redone
If so, how?

-->RANDOM QUESTIONS<--
What shampoo do you use? tea tree.
Conditioner?: thermasilk
Do you like shopping?: i adore it
How bout sports?: not really
Or taking Surveys?: when im bored

Is music you life?: one third of it
Do you like school?: sometimes
Pen or Pencil?: pen
Loose Paper or NoteBook?: Notebook
Crayons or Markers?: markers
Jeans or Shorts?: jeans
Tanks or Tees?: tanks

BOLD THE TRUE:
I use my digital camera everyday
I admit that I am a camera whore, but that doesnt mean I love the way I look
I recently ate an apple
I have horrible skin right now
I have many self help books
Reading, wtf?
Im taking anti-depressants
I have heard of the band Type O Negative
I only have 1 xanga
My mother is a bitch
I rarely go to the movies
Jockers are a big pain the ASS
I have been a really bad girlfriend in the past
If I could, I would eat spaghetti daily
I'm health conscious
I'm a great speller
Most of my friends suck
Skinniness annoys me to hell, what is the big deal?
I'm fat and I like it - deal with it
I've been to Las Vegas
I loved it
I thought it was tacky
My favourite animal is a Lion
My mobile phone is so old
I have strict parents
My hair is in bad condition
I have mugs/cups in my bedroom
I bin needs emptying
I know most of the people in my friends list on myspace
I am big-time self conscious
I'm too shy to get a job
I'm a vegetarian and I rarely eat fruit or vegetables
I think fish are scary
Die, conformity!
Marilyn Manson is so overrated
I appreciate good art when I see it
I have a mouth ulcer
I hate anime
My mother does everything for me
I refuse to do my own laundry
I don't iron my clothes
I hate shopping
Im a sell out
I haven't seen a survey xanga like DarkestStar_Surveys before
They make great surveys
I listen to Goth metal
My Chemical Romance are shit
I am currently attempting to write my own novel
I have read Wuthering Heights
The sun is shining
I dig fudge
I want to go to England[again]
WTF
I despise internet slang with every fiber of my being
Baked beans are yum
I desperately want a baby with my boyfriend
I loved the movie Thirteen
What was all the fuss about?
Emo haircuts, hahahah.
I adore long, deep, slow, sensual kissing
Kelly Clarkson can't sing live
I knew somebody who was murdered
I eat a lot of kit kats
My dog got hit by a car
I once had a hamster
I love all things fantasy
I wish sometimes I was a faerie
All these repetitive surveys drive me nuts
I'm a dedicated christian
I respect religion but I don't follow anything
I'm pro-life
I'm pro-choice
My parents only let me online at certain times
I don't have a TV in my room
I'm poor
My family owns more than two cars
I've been beaten up before
Why are teenage girls so bitchy?
When I get nervous I stammer
Napoleon Dynamite is one of the funniest movies ever
I personally don't believe Jesus ever existed
I have been to Italy
I often take naps in the late afternoon
I love musicals
I love sex
Hilary Duff has gotten too skinny
I live on a main road
I like to take walks in meadows in the summer
I'm scared of horses
I'm squeamish
I used to own a Sega mega drive
I have sent someone hate email before
I admit I'm a slob
I know someone with bad ear wax
I can speak Welsh
WHy pPl hAvE tO tYpE lIkE tHiS iS bEyOnD mE
I am over the age of 18
Chat shows are so cheesy
I watch British TV Shows
I have never heard of the famous British "fish and chip" delicacy
My brother wanted to be a cowboy when he was little
Girl power! [spice girls]
I always have to get my own way, or I throw a fit
I have made fun of someone with ginger/red hair before
Harry Potter = Gorgeous!
I am Latino
I am Japanese, or partly
I have a deep voice
I find it hard to tell the truth sometimes
I have seen a ghost
I think my house is haunted, it makes a lot of odd noises
I have a lot of love handles
I am taller than 5ft 8
I hate it when people say stfu lazy much?
Strawberry milk is better than chocolate milk
My birthday is in October
I prefer the term "Autumn" to "Fall"
MSN is so much better than AIM
I have my own cat, who is my baby
I love castles!
The Beatles SUCKED
Abba, however, they were so cool
Ben and Jerry's Ice cream = I could eat it daily
I am often more concerned over the welfare of animals, not humans
The biggest bitch at school thinks Im cool
I love Kevin Smith movies
I'm in a choir
I often think I'm a useless waste of space
I had a boyfriend who told me I was ugly
I want to be an actress
I DONT support gay marriage, but I'm not homophobic
I hate being bored
I say "gh" a lot
I drink coke daily
I have a really crude sense of humour
I sometimes act like a baby around my boyfriend so he thinks I'm cute
I love sheep. Baaaa.
I have an electronic thesaurus
RAWR
Im too lazy to tidy my room
The curtains are still closed
I spit
I swallow
I am diabetic
I dislike the Simpsons
Im a fool and everyone knows it
I have often thought about writing a book about dreams Ive had
I love going to the zoo
My handwriting gets complimented a lot
I have heard of Oxfordshire in England
I knew that it was where Tolkien wrote LOTR and is buried
I also knew that Lewis Carroll wrote Alice of Wonderland there
And C.S.S Lewis wrote Narnia
I drink tea with two sugars
I have a personalised calendar
This bolding survey is so long
But it's great
I wear jean shorts[sometimes]
Whenever I go to the beach I always seem to get sand everywhere
I'm a water baby
I wish I had super long hair, but it just won't grow!
I wish my hair wasn't so straight
I have an underactive thyroid
I don't even know what a thyroid is
I need a job
I'm not going to go to college
I don't know what a synopsis is
The elderly scare me
I will happily go out of my way to help someone
I don't wear deodorant everyday
I like most things mythical
I rarely get comments on myspace
I'm at the top of my English class
Aa' menle nauva calen ar' ta hwesta e' ale'quenle
I don't know what language that is
I often trip over my own feet
*wrinkles nose*
I complain a lot and people are sick of it
I love Doritos
I was born before 1990
I used to watch Are you afraid of the dark
Which scares me even now
It's my damn life, I'll do what I want
I'm a rebel
I've had sex with more than two people
I like to get drunk
Why don't people ever listen to me?
I hate being ignored
My brother nearly died once
I walk around my home barefoot a lot
I read poetry
I write poetry
I know how to make icons
Anna Faris is weird
Life is killing me
I have an empty coke bottle in my bedroom
I have a swing seat in the garden
The biggest mistake anybody can make is bleaching their hair YELLOW
I was sick a few days ago
I loved this survey